the last stare.

I don't deserve that stare.

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that stare of his
made an even bigger hole in my heart.
i feel sad not because it was the last stare,
it's just the way this whole thing ends.
it's definitely not I thought it will be.

what I'm facing now ,
it's reality.
I gotta be awake.
I gotta be myself.

only certain people will understand.
maybe.
or maybe not.

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walked home ALONE after Japanese class on Friday.
and something did happen.
that made me wanna scream.



why so many bad things are coming on me ?!?
Shooo ! GO AWAY !!

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Random pictures.

Bye!